Red

Work

2007-08-04T15:02:00.000+08:00

I begin to question myself why I'm speeding up the inevitable monotony that is work in my life when I have 3 over decades ahead of me to do so.

I'm not enjoying myself, I feel tired, I don't have time to do most of the things I want to do and basically I don't like what I'm doing now. The only thing keeping me going are my friends, most of which are going to be leaving the company soon.

Trully, the experience will benefit me in future, but does it have to be that painful?! Undeniably, the spending power is a plus but is it worth it when you have to suffer 30 days before you see your supply replenished? Ha i'm so full of shit.

Aged Toy Boy

2007-05-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

And so another member of the pornstars family has turned 20. Yes Roy the Toy Boy has hit the big 2 0!

We got him the latest Prada mens fragrance. And man does it smell good.

We had dinner at Hardrock Cafe! Was a blast. I've never been to Hardrock cafe. It has a rather nice, homey, country feeling. Not a bad place to hold a birthday celebration cause you get a free sundae, some balloons and an announcement haha. I ended up having to share food with Xiao Pei and Lorencia cause we were broke haha but heck had a good laugh and nice polaroids taken =D.

Hope you enjoyed the celebration theoysterboy. Happy 20th Birthday!

Now my birthday is coming up, i'm not really sure what i should do! Feel free to gimme some ideas! But Nay Ani and SQ aint free on the day itself. How!!

Coffee

2007-05-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

Ani, Sq and Xy have finally returned to Singapore, yes where u rightfully belong, not Perth, in fact you guys shouldn't even be going there to study cause I can't go. For the sake of me, i implore you to stay in Singapore!

Instead of the usual Mala huo guo, we headed to Crystal Jade's La mian Xiao long pau! Hey hey, new found delight. It was good stuff. I love Xiao Long Paus! The way the juice squirts out into your mouth as you bite into soft moist pau. My first good experience with the Xiao Long Pau was in Genting, but anyway..

After dinner, we proceeded to Coffee Bean. Yes, topics relating to CMM still crack us up and i think they still will for a long time to come.

Was good spending time with them like that cause it's really been some time. It was like we were back to before SIP again, those gatherings at Iguanas. Speaking of which, HAS YET TO HAPPEN. So guys, we have to go next week yar! And plan our very own mahjong session.

And now, this is for anybody hasn't caught the Spider, yes Spiderman, PLEASE ASK ME TO CATCH IT WITH U! I wanna catch it by this week! Before the other nice shows come out! It's SAD to be the only person who hasn't caught it yet.

The Big Groove!

2007-05-15T11:01:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH The Big Groove is coming up this June. This huge local dance event organized by O school whereby power asian crews are invited to perform is set to draw a huge crowd of dance enthusiasts!

TP is also one of the groups performing for the event and i want to perform for it too! But if i do get the opportunity to perform for the event, i won't be able to have the birthday celebration i was planning and another, i'm not sure if i have other commitments.

Then again, they might have enough people to perform already so maybe i'm thinking too much for nothing. Ha!

Wow SIM's 1 hour away from my house and if i were to study there, travelling will be a huge problem. I spent 100 alone on SIM for my applications and then i began to wonder if i made the right decision by applying for a school that's so far away.

I guess my desire to learn in a campus-like environment has clouded my better judgement. Perhaps a school in town would be a wiser choice?

The good thing about SIM, if i take a full-time course, is that i get to participate in CCAs like back in poly and i can either dance again or try out another sport. I feel school's never complete without some extra curricular activities. But maybe i'm at the age i should grow out of it? I don't know, i don't want to though. Guess i'll have to see how things go!

Carnival Ibiza

2007-05-14T10:17:00.000+08:00

Carnival Ibiza! A bi-annual event organized by Attica. It's pretty huge cause a lot of people dress up for that one occasion and it's really packed!

This year's theme was Cirque du Soleil and Moulin Rouge and soooo Ashley and I decided to dress up Moulin Rouge style. Maybe... just maybe we looked a little sluttish but hey it was fun! You don't get to wear fish net stockings with a feather in your head often.

Went down to No. 1 Costume to ravage through their costume collections! The place is pretty huge! But in the end Ashley only rented the hat and we bought the rest of the stuff.

Overall, it was a good experience! Music was fantastic, watching random men clad in nothing but greek robes (something like 300) and a hyped crowd.

I shall refrain from posting the pictures. Bwaha bwaha.

Yes... Laugh People.. Laugh!

yes!

2007-05-11T14:05:00.000+08:00

F***! I woke up today after having less than 7 hrs of sleep and a headache to prepare to go down to bugis and after I changed and happily settled down the thing got cancelled! YES!!!!!!!

Let me run past a line of people, hi five them in the process and jump hug a stranger. There are a couple of things i hate, this definintely comes in top 3.

Haha last night was fun, shouting at random people while driving past them. Joel's enthusiasm and passion when shouting "OI" cracks me up. We have half-asleep people sitting at the bus stops at 5am minding their own business only to be rudely awakened by a passionate "OI" coming from a random car. Cheers to that.

I'm heading down to my brother's room now to sleep! Night!

WOW

2007-05-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

How long has it been since I last posted! About half a year ago or longer?

Well well, I decided to come back to this thing cause xiao-toe-lorencia (dunno how to say toe in chinese) asked me about it.

And so and thus here are the updates. Danceworks 2007 is over and I've graduated! We came in third and for the first time i laid my hands on a dance award. Felt good indeed.

I really ought to stop staying home and doing nothing. Been looking for jobs and going down for interviews but nothing yet! Looks like I'm destined to do nothing. On one hand I don't mind cause this could be the last long holiday I'll ever have but on the other, I feel useless.

My new found delights - Egg milk beancurd at Chomp Chomps and Thompson Mee pok. You haven't lived till you've tried them. Good stuff right there.

I'm now fantasizing about stingrays, beef and oysters. Where's the food! I'm starving! Someone bring me out for dinner soon!

...

2007-02-19T18:39:00.000+08:00

Just fucking sad. Happening twice in a row is a bitch.

Grip

2007-01-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

It's the same familiar hollow feeling..
And yet, something's gripping my chest,
I don't like it when i'm left hanging
left to figure it out on my own, just like that.

Ha!

Clean

2007-01-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

I love feeling clean! Oh the feeling of stepping out of the bath after a long, hot, sweaty day. Pure joy.. The experience of sleeping with clean skin.

Ok i shall stop before i sound any weird-er.

When i come home tired, please leave me alone. Don't nag at me, don't remind me to do whatever it is you want to remind me to do. Let me stare into space. Please. I will snap,

Back from outerspace

2007-01-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

OHH it's been but too long since i've posted an entry!

I shall welcome myself by rewarding myself with more sleep!

Now basically we're having training for Danceworks right now and instead of Ryan, Gin's our choreographer. It's a good opportunity for us because it exposes us to other dance styles. For example today, we learnt a short Krumping routine. It was TIRING! My body didn't listen to me. Couldn't catch my breath! Chest popping.

Basically my left arm is a little injured, not entirely sure why, my back is aching and i need to stuff myself with more food cause of gastric. Ha! I realized i've changed, negatively. I should stop letting emotions get the better of me.

So right anyway, i've got a new hair cut. Catch me in school!

Happy New Year!

2007-01-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!!!!!!!! May 2007 be a really good year for us all!

These couple of weeks have been filled with ups and downs! I'm happy that these weeks have enabled me to get closer to the Farcials again. The times when we will dress up but sit down at some restaurant in an unglam way. Sneezing out loud, talking at the top of our voices and just having fun! I love you guys!!!!!!!!!

Ani, Xy, SQ and Debs! We will really plan a proper stay over this time! Yes! Poly would've never been the same or as good without knowing you guys =). I'm really thankful for getting to know you all. You guys were the first friends who ever gave me flowers. Thank you so much! Hearts all over!
Ani - thanx for cherishing our friendship and being there for me =) You're one of the sweetest friends ever! I hope that if i can afford to go to Aussie to study, it will be with you and the rest! Definitely stingray soon =).

Also, it was really fun hanging out with dance backsides like Joan, Lorencia, Mei Qi, Roysten, Chong and Xiao Pei! We had a little pot luck over at Joan's house and i'll never forget the FORFEIT. This is what the sick people did.. They poured Martini, vodka, coke and.................. YAKULT into a glass! No points for guessing what the person's supposed to do with that concoction. I was that lucky person. Hahaa. Boobs here and there! Thanx for making practices so fun and hilarious!

Sher and Amanda, though we may have different personalities and thinkings, we've managed to be really good friends! Thanx for all the nights out at Coconut Grove and girly girly sessions! Hugs down under!

I wonder if i'd be able to slightly change myself! To think less and to be a genuinely nicer person.

Space

2006-12-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

LIke Shit la people, or more specifically, GUYS, stop walking so bloody big to act cool especially in the train stations. Sway-walking from side to side doesn't HELP your image at ALL! Stop wasting the freaking space and making people pay in order for you to show off your nothingness!

Frustrating man! Waste-spacers. Another irritating thing is when one whole group of people, gather in front of the train station, making it harder for passengers to alight because of these people's kiasu-ism! Darn you Steffy! You made me more conscious of my pet peeves today!

RAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

Post-Concert Chalet!

2006-12-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

We all succumb to loneliness, luckily times like these make us feel whole again.

Chefs For The Night

Siao Char Bors

SAVE THE FOOD!

Acting Cute

Acting Sexy

It Has Begun

Joan's Boobs

a.m

2006-12-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

What the bloody balls, i woke up at 5.30am this morning to make it in time for the 7am NAPFA and guess what? After waiting 2 hrs they told us that due to some miscommunication there wasn't any NAPFA at 7am. Doesn't help when you're living off 5hrs of sleep from the previous night!!

After waiting though, we went over to Krystal's house to play mahjong!! Ha. I need to start playing with strategies if i want to win more than 20 cents each round! Met her two birds and ate some fatty food! Times like these that you wish there was 2.4km to run.

I've got cravings for chocolates, desserts and all that! Gimme gimme! I don't mind if you come in human form =p NO, i'm not referring to you ROY!

Farcial Farcial

2006-12-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

It was Andrea farcial's birthday celebration yesterday.. 2 weeks late! We went down to the Crepe place at Raffles City for her birthday dinner and proceeded to the opening of The Clinic, a new club at The Cannery.

The whole clinic concept is cool and they have seperate rooms named after medical drugs. The design of the place was interesting and the waitresses' outfit rocked - a shirt with x-rayed hands covering chest. Like oooo... kinky!

Kinky outfits aside, we went over to Starbucks to chill and pass time. Ha! Caught Andrea off guard with our surprise mini birthday cakes and solo candles! And she just HAD to pose with the sexy face in her leopard skin cle-va-ge eau de toilette dress with the Smirnoff at the side! We're going to MMS the strawberry picture to Sascha!

Apparently Andrea and Ashley are known as the Future Fats and Ah Paus. The names was derived from, yep, none other than Justin Timberlake's Future Sex album. I'll be joining the crew!

After gulping the Smirnoff and singing our soulful Happy Birthday halfway we moved to Attica! BWAHA!! It was pretty boring, but it got slightly better later. House! Danced more to house music than the Hip Hop like mad women! And to end the day, we went stayed over at Ashleys'!

I'll post up pictures soon!

Test

2006-12-15T12:09:00.000+08:00

And so i bid farewell to 30 marks solemnly as i quiety handed up my test paper. It was like answering 7/8 literature questions, each weighing an averge of 20-30 marks (ave. 3+ plus pages per answer) in 1 HOUR?!!

Also, my short fingers are more accustomed to typing rather than writing, so while 20 minutes had passed, i was only on my 2nd question... Kudos to me, i can almost imagine myself running past a string of people, hi 5-ing them and slapping my face at the same time.

To add to my joy, i went to my friend's house and the first thing the mother said "oh you put on weight ah?" BWAHA yes thank you aunty, women love hearing that. Nvm! I hope that while walking the 2.4km this coming monday, the sun will work it's wonders on my fats.

Ben's Chalet. FATS!

Restless

2006-12-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

I can't bring myself to study!!! I tried to sleep from 2 to 4pm but the lightning was kinda disturbing. Hate loud noises, they are traumatic!

Not much time left till the test and yet i can't seem to focus on the notes.

Reggae here i come! Joan you watch out, u will so got slaughtered tmr, i'll hang your boobs on KH's door.

Annoying

2006-12-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

KIDS......

It gets so annoying when they get noisy and loud with their high pitch screeching. You just want to grab the nearest pole next to you and bat or trip them. Oh come on i'm not being mean, i'm sure these thoughts have passed through your minds!

There's a reason why some kids look cute, it's their only life line from getting beaten up. Sorry sher, for hurting your maternal instincts!

On another note, in a place far far away from children, MOS was totally beyond packed yesterday. The line extended to Liang Court's TCC! After a while, there was no space on the dance floor and so we left for Attica. It was boring. I contemplated rolling over 3 steps by the bar with the hope of dealing myself a fatal blow.

In the not-so-distant future, i will convert non-mahjong players to players. Do not resist it. You know you don't want to.

Ouch

2006-12-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh I woke up today with a stiff neck and my sides are hurting twice as much as yesterday! It's like a sharp muscle ache. Hello Salon Plas

I'm spinning i'm spinning... Gimme a foot reflexology + shoulder massage, ok let's just make it a full body massage.

GRR!! I msged the right answer for the competition way before the other person but they didn't call!! 50 bucks voucher!!! Bloody balls!

I played mahjong during the 5 hr break before CDS and won a grand total of 80 cents..... Worth of chips from each player for about 3-5 rounds? I forsee a developing addition to mahjong!

Sides

2006-12-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

Lesson learnt - Never watch comedies when your side muscles are aching.

Reggae

2006-12-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Reggae, loving it!

Regggae is like one of the best ways to exercise without having to jog! Loving the movements and the feminity of it all, thanx to O school! I was crossing my fingers that we'd dance to a routine to Break It Off but we got Come To Me, which was a good consolation! Oh my aged back!!! Joan and Mei Qi, let's go again next week!

I just experienced an example of how important packaging can be. I went to Topshop and we spotted some really nicely packaged..... MILK CHOCOLATE.

It was so nice and rectangular and designed unconventionally from other chocolates. Even thought we felt it would taste the same, the packaging was too convincing. BUT, i didn't get it in the end. Bwaha got you there didn't i?

How i wish i was doing some freelancing for a company... i spotted 3 nice tops, 2 nice dresses from Forever 21 and 2 dresses from Phuture. Total cost of these would be around 200+ to 300. Why wasn't i born with golden teeth?

And Amanda... DON'T DO IT.

White

2006-12-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

I'm beginning to like the color white.

It was Dance auditions on Saturday morning after my swim on Friday and swimming again on Saturday.

Amanda, Sher (ah duh, she's the girlfriend) and I Went to Ben's 21st Birthday Chalet! I shall grab hold of the pictures soon! He opened up 2 chalets for the celebration, the food was pretty good! Catered and bbq. All the swimming we did went for naught! Had a little walk along the beach and returned back for more food.

I need to return my Lion King dvd. Cartoons are like movies that never get outdated. I loved the show as a kid and i still love it now. Hakunamatata... What a wonderful phrase... Hakunamatata... Ain't no passing phase!!!!!

For those who haven't caught Happy Feet, do it! It's nice, i was amazed at the realistically animated fur and the Aurora was really nice. They blended the animation with real life quite flawlessly. Sigh.... How i would love to see an Aurora one day.

Massage!!

2006-11-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

What i would give for a massage...

There've been random people standing for hrs at the bridge outside my house nowadays. Kinda freaky!

Nice

2006-11-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

The weather's so nice today and the stars were so beautiful yesterday..

End

2006-11-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

OhhhHHHHh Punggol End's such a nice place! Ok i'm weird bwaha cause it's dark, secluded and devoid of most life forms. I wonder how the people living there travel out, it's really far in and it's really scary going home alone at night! But it's still nice, don't know why!

Saw a random guy jogging along the road and i felt scared for him. And odd thing is we managed to find it on the first try and when we tried going back we couldn't! Wah zhe zhack? Just ended going in rounds ha.

I signed up for Basic Theory! Comfort Driving Centre can be my new hangout, seems that that's where my long lost friends are! Bumped into one of my Cathechism friends and Amanda bumped into hers. Signed up on impulse cause i didn't properly check if i was free on the date. Ha. I can so sense the karma im going to get for laughing at all the Learner drivers la. Man i'm so going to do badly for driving!

I went for Farcial's Baptism yesterday at Our Lady of Perpetual Succour! We were all waiting in anticipation for her white dress and cape to turn black and set on fire, but it mysteriously didn't. Thanx to ALESSONDRA, man i like that name, i attended church. The catered food was quite nice!

My head is getting heavy! Hope i'm not contracting the flu virus. Sleep is such a precious commodity.

The Pick

2006-11-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

Can somebody tell me what the f**k i just watched!!! As one of the lecturers aptly put it, you should only watched the show on a borrowed dvd from a fren!

I mean i expected to laugh like an idiot in the midst of the show but it just never happened! Don't watch the P.O.D! Just get the DVD from your fren later on. It was really lame, but not the kinda lame that cracks you up.

So i just came back from dance chalet at Tanah Merah Safra! Somehow tpde has adopted the custom of using cheapo lipstick to decorate faces as penalties! I'll post the pictures once i get a hold of them.

I've composed a new song, should totally patent it soon - OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Macdonald had a dick... Ee ya ee ya oh... Ok i should slowly jump out the window and slit my throat in the process, freezing onlookers in their tracks with the ultimate lame joke.

Ageing

2006-11-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

My lower back is sore!!! Why isn't Xy's one sore instead since she's aging?! Happy Birthday XY!!! May your left boob grow bigger!

Right.. I met Shermanda for dinner at Coconut Grove, Ahem, someone arrived 1 hr late but never mind. Had our usual chats about stuff, mainly relationships. I've now become the extinct single left among them! I do sometimes feel that i'm the only light source in the room. But it's ok since they're happy =) Please do not be so absorbed into the relationship that you forget to meet us!

I think guys should hang out more with their female friends to get used to the female psyche before they get attached. More often than not, there's a communication problem and somehow both parties don't understand each other because their thinkings differ.

I guess parties should also make it a point to understand what the other is trying to say and not take the easy way out by pretending to understand because it causes more problems and damage in future. Like why the freak am i suddenly Dr. Love?

I've finally concluded that i have OCD! I have developed the urge of washing my hands frequently etc. Eeesh

Relief

2006-11-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

I feel so accomplished, i've finally managed to get a semi-proper shit at home. The joy of being locked up in the comforts of your home toilet!

One does feel a certain empowerment when they're in their own toilets right? Being able to fart as loud and hard as you want and not having to strategically dump your shit so it won't make a loud sound.

OH yes! So i came to school yesterday in a long sleeve shirt cause i had to hide the large 'AI' henna-ed word on my left arm!!!! Don't even ask me why i did it. It was an impulsive move! The only rational explanation to this phenomenon must be because i was thinking of Steven Strait. Man he's hot. Too bad farcial HE IS MINE! I saw that chunk of meat first.

Right now, i have to wait till the henna fades off! Which will be another few days. Grr. Random but lucky i tried the Epilater, it puts off thoughts on getting a tattoo!

Running Running.. As Fast As I Can...

2006-11-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

Spent most part of Saturday at home watching anime, yes i am effectively morphing into a coach potato. BUT! I did manage to get myself to do some 2.4! Ha..

I'll be hyped up and focused on burning fats before the run, but when i start, i accumulate the urge to start slitting my throat with a pencil. Running 2.4km with a constipated face just somehow doesn't compliment me. Why the heck do i put myself through this vicious cycle, i don't know.

I had to pause and squat randomly on the way home cause my stomach was cranking up one me. Balls! I sat on the Polyclinic pavement pretending to make an important call to Sher so it felt less embarrassing.

After washing up and lazing at home i made my way to Amanda's house. We watched American Dreamz /hums in the background.. THE AMERICAN DREAMZ... DREAMZ WITH A Z..., like oh for crying out loud, the semi-porn Butterfly Effect 2 and some episodes of Friends.

Tried the machine that plucks hair there and my advice is to NOT use it! Painful shit!! It's kind of like threading but it's the extended pain package version. Youch! The hair doesn't just get plucked the first time, you have to run it over and over again until the device senses that its inflicted maximum pain on you. Let's just stick to waxing shall we?

A Notion

2006-11-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce what some people might find an absurd notion - that crappy/nonsensical people actually DO have feelings. Yes, i'm afraid i'll have to contest whatever myths normal people have conjured on this topic.

It turns out that crappy people like me, do actually have feelings and are actually really sensitive about some issues. I'm not sure if this applies to the rest of mankind, but anyhuu.. it's definitely not funny when random people, some of whom you aren't even close to start making fun and joke on your most sensitive thing and it's especially not funny when your friends laugh hard when they do.

I don't know, perhaps i'm being crazy.. But how would you feel if the part that you're most senstive about, most low in self esteem about and most want to get rid of or hide, is the object of mockery and humor to your friends?

Basically, despite knowing that you are most sensitive about that part, they still choose to emphasize it to the rest of the world, cause apparently drawing attention to it makes them happy.

I do sometimes make fun of friends too, but i usually dont mock or poke fun of their sensitive areas unless they've done the same to me.

Gee.. Maybe i'm just sprouting nonsense.....

Drivers..

2006-11-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

Some bus drivers should really really take a refresher course in driving! Have you ever experienced being on a bus driven by a driver that brakes like his weener is weighing his legs down? Or/and one that accelerates because he thinks his Scania is actually a Ferrari?

Irritating man. Partly cause you want to try acting cool while finding your seat and suddenly your image is spoilt when the bus accelerates causing you to contort to a funny position in order to keep your balance. Seriously.. I'll probably end up being one of those drivers though. What goes around comes around yar?

Flea Day!

2006-11-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

Never go shopping with your friends and tell yourself you're not going to spend money. You're only being delusional. You'll end up hearing clothes call out to you or catch a glimpse of an irrestible off-shoulder top.

Walking to Zouk's Flea Market!

Oh look, Loren and I walking to Zouk's Flea Market

Mei Qi, I and the kawaii ine fingers on the bus

But, we've never been on a train before

Family Portrait, look at Mei Qi

NP's Convention Centre

Joan and Ryan

Mei Qi and Ryan

Drenched

2006-11-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Thanx to Dawn's craving for the famous Mee Pok at Simpang, Michelle drove Dawn, Adeline down there.

Should've ordered the $4 bucks one, the $3 bucks was hardly filling! I could gulp the clump of noodles at one go. The mee pok was pretty good though. But i think it's comparable to Engine School's Short Circuit canteen!

Went back home and met Sher to swim, can't believe i managed to drag my ass down to the urine-infested waters at the Medium Pool. Don't think i burnt any ouch of fat though cause she didn't swim much and we ended up talking in the pool. Bwaha.

I can feel the 3 layers of fats forming as i sit here writing this post. How am i ever going to do NAPFA!?

I should totally piao ah piao with SQ side by side to the finish line and perhaps call our Sugar Lao Pehs to sponsor the event. Foot Reflexology someone!! Give me one now!!!!!!!

Come on man..

2006-11-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

Firstly, if you did something wrong and you know it angered a person, shouldn't you apologize about it straight away if you knew it was your fault?

Secondly, why didn't you think before making the comment about ur ex-boyfriend coming and about going home that i would be pissed and why didn't you just reason out and tell me first and say "I'm sorry but i'm not feeling well, i'm going to cab back now or I really miss my ex-bf and i hope you understand if he comes later" Hello? All you did was "He's coming later" and you did not even tell me straight that you were going home?

Obviously we felt you didn't take our feelings into consideration.

And please, i've not drank for quite some time too and i drank way more than you did. Even though i felt like vomitting i still controlled it. But anyway, you may have indeed felt worse than i did.

Honestly let me ask you how YOU would react if i did the same thing to you. Trust me u'd backflip 360 and do another 180 for good measure.

You knew it was your fault that i got pissed but u still refused to say a word to me and did not bother apologizing. You've known me for what, about 5 years? And u think i'd be unreasonable enough as to blast at you if you were to reason those things out? How does leaving quietly and not saying a word to me make things better?

It was the way you dropped the bomb that your ex was coming and that you were going straight home that pissed me the most.

The reason why we were at the dance floor before you came out of the toilet and had difficulty looking for us was because we were already put off and pissed at your actions.

Additionally, why didn't you think that i could've drawn money from an ATM and cab back with you when that's what i did with the other couple? You knew she didn't have money left and therefore couldn't lend to you too, but you just didn't think about that right? Also, how DID u manage to pay the cab fare for urself when u didn't haf the cash?

Closed!

2006-11-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

As i've previously posted..... I HAVE A MAJOR CRAVING FOR STINGRAY.. So today Ani, SQ and I decided to actually fulfil our dreams of digesting the sea paper. SQ and I actually called back home to cancel our dinners.

And guess what, when we reached 85, we realised that the whole hawker center WAS CLOSED FOR A WEEK!!!!! Wah zhe zhack?!?!?! What are the chances!!!!!!?????? We ended dragging our hairy asses to Bedok Interchange and had Macs. I can still feel the Mcnuggets being one with my gastric juices.

Thanx to SQ, i now have an alter ego too.. You may now call me Nyr or the Square root of Ryn.

PISSED!

2006-11-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure whether it's just be and my shortened temper or whether the fault lies with the person.

We planned to club yesterday and i didn't really feel like it after awhile cause planning the whole thing got so troublesome. But i decided to go cause my fren just broke up and i felt we should accompany her and not let her stay home alone.

So we went to the club and paid 18 bucks of which i had to borrow some from my fren coz i didn't haf enuff and i tot it was free for us.

After drinking and stuff, we headed to the dance floor and instead of having fun, she was relatively sian cause she missed her ex-boyfriend, etc i suppose. Never mind.

I got fucking pissed when she answered a call and went to the balcony and when we followed her to the balcony she said that her ex-boyfren is coming. Like WTF? So basically she readily pang seh-ed me just to go see her ex-boyfriend and she didn't even have the COURTESY to fucking tell me directly and apologize?

On top of that she said she felt sick and felt like vomiting when she didn't even drink as much as i did and could happily boast with my other fren that they drank sooo much more and felt fine? Wtf??? I still question her 'sickness'. Come on, i felt like vomitting to but i could control it.

The best part came when she sat outside the balcony herself again trying many times to call probably her ex-boyfriend. My fren and i headed to the dance floor first. After a while she came to my fren who was dancing in front of me and asked her to borrow 10 bucks and said SHE WAS GOING HOME.

She didn't even look or talk to me and left for home. The reason why i'm so FUCKING pissed is cause i was the single person there, my other fren was there with her bf. So obviously i lit up like a lamp post. Secondly, if she SUPPOSEDLY was going home, she could've apologised and asked me if i wanted to share cab with her. BUT SHE DIDN'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME.

Obviously we believe she went to meet her ex-boyfriend and just dropped us like that. I wasted my bloody money on that wasted night. Thanx a lot to you, you, the one that's supposed to be one of my closer friends.

Craving

2006-11-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

I had a major major major major major craving for Stingray and Crab that day lah, on the verge of tears cause i already had dinner at home. Man.. Someone date me out for stingray and crab soonish ya.. Hint hint Ani and SQ and Xy and Bel..

Aside from that, just completed the proposal for our Television Commercial. I'm not really sure if the idea's good enough but no turning back. Filming is going to have to be soon, work's starting to come in man.

Watched Step Up, the show's one of the better dance movies i've seen. The acting was good and though the storyline was predictable and overused, it wasn't boring. I would've preferred to see more dancing though.

I'm now aiming to watch Crank! Not sure what it's exactly about but i know it's got to do with a hitman and action! Bwaha. Greatoooooo.

Debs, Xy, Ani, SQ and me were supposed to go to the Chocolate Factory on Friday but we changed our minds cause of budget contraints! Dressed up so glam-ly and ended up going to Dhoby Xchange and it freaking rained so heavily lah. Ate Pepper Lunch, vented frustrations, etc bwaha. It was fun. Mahjong session soon guys. Glad to be able to meet up =D

Hunks of the World unite

2006-11-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

Man.. Total Hunk Overload!!!

First there's Steven Strait. Man i'd screw him any day on 3 slices of freshly baked bread, spread with nutella

Second there's Ashton Kutcher. I'd let him be MY Guardian any day cause my salivating will lead to my eventual drowning

Then there's Channing Tatum. He can be my bad boy anyday and whip me if I misbehave

P.S: Don't treat this seriously

Upsetting

2006-11-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

It's just sad to not feel as close to friends whom you've been close to. In the past we would go out happily as one group or as a small part of it, laugh and have a really good time. But it's different now.

They don't even think of you now, especially when they plan their outings. Thought they'd understand after voicing out, but nope. True that they don't owe anything and there's no obligation to call. But still. Man this so doesn't sound like me.. Writing these kinda things on my blog but oh well, felt like it.

Whatever, shall not whine about it so much. Just feeling rotten these few weeks.

Discoveries

2006-11-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

OHHHHh X Men 3 is out in Video Ezy!! Along with some other nice shows, they even have The Butterfly Effect 2!

Man yall should try watching Not Another Teen Movie, it's freaking hilarious, but you got to watch shows like She's All That before you can understand the jokes.

I want to have some stingrays and crabs soon. Seafood!

Corn

2006-11-01T18:15:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my corn...

You blood shit fucking piece of fungus at the bottom of my little toe.. Just Fucking drop off on your own la!

Over!!!

2006-10-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

Been some time since i updated the blog!!! Roar!!! Wanted to update it after i got the pictures for Concert and all but since that's taking too long, i'll upload the photos another time!

The Concert's over!!!! Dangggggg!! Miss the people and the trainings! I hope the juniors will continue to stay on with the club and help it grow! The standard of the juniors is not bad and i believe with proper training, exposure and time, they can pull TPDE up! Hope they maintain a positive attitude toward dance, the club and the people!

All i have to say to the juniors is to treausure and use your 3 years in TP and TPDE wisely! I'm going to miss TPDE after i graduate man!! Who knows, the concert might've been one of the last times i get to perform. Hope i can come back as an Alumni!

I may be really rude and vulgar when voicing out my thoughts on issues regarding dance, but i have my reasons. Don't follow in my footsteps (rude and vulgar) though, but do stand for what u believe in and stand up for the Hip Hop side!

Man i'll miss dancing and performing, hope i'll have other opportunities in future. Perhaps i should start investing more into it! More Reggae, LA Dance and Popping to come maybe? Bwaha.

Back to the concert again.. Thanx to my friends who came!!! Ani, Bel, Debbie, Shi Qian, Cheryl, Sher, Ben, James, Amanda and Desmond! Thank you Ani, Bel and Debbie for the flowers and the cheering! It was really a sweet gesture =) I always feel supported when you guys come my performances!

La...

2006-10-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

Supposed to meet the Farcials, but decided to stay home today!! Throats getting sore and uncomfortable and brain needed more sleep. These past few days have been fun! Dance practices with the All Girls and the Full Dress Rehearsals. Tiring though but fun!

Went to Changi Beach last night but left before the food even got cooked! Edwin and Kegan were setting up the fire by making their own make-shift bbq pit.

They dug a small hole in the centre and put the charcoals and firestarters inside. After that they put thick branches (plucked from the trees there) at the sides to balance the gauze to put food on. Bwaha!

Got to start on the Final Report soon or i'll not make it for the deadline!
Need to go for a dental
Got to go doctor
Need to go gym

Now which one should i get started on first, hmm..

Festivities!

2006-10-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

Celebrating during dance camp! Thank you Joan for bringing all the lanterns, sparklers and candles!

I've never celebrated with my friends this way before and it was really nice to be able to do so! We were back to being kids again, walking around while holding our lanterns and enjoying ourselves!

Somehow, the sparklers lit us up and we smiled while waving them randomnly in the air! The dark of night brought out the various colors of the lanterns and made the sparklers look like mini fireworks!

Capturing the moments...

The mini experiments! See if you can make out the words!

Outings!

2006-10-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

I remembered what it was like to go out and crap to the max again! I've missed the crappy outings with the fellow crazy dance seniors!

The way we can just laugh like mad idiots in the middle of the street or shopping centre and joke about almost anything!

Our crazy Milkshake sang in chinese with the chinese accent and instruments "Wo Nai Yao Dai Na Ge Nan Hai Lai" antics and the "SHUANG" actions!

Live by the moment and enjoy it...

We think we the coolest creatures around

Mannequins in the making

The brown blush brush

The Cheapos

The Cheapos again!

To You

2006-10-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

You've been so genuinely caring, loving and sensitive,

I'll miss your hugs and kisses,

Things are more painful than they seem,

I wish things would've lasted, instead of being a fading dream,

Thank you for your maturity, thank you for everything.

Bangkok!

2006-09-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

I'm flying to Bangkok tomorrow people! YAY!

Dance Pictures!

2006-09-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

Funkamania! Stolen from Loren

Loren's Birthday Pics! Stolen from her again

Grr..

2006-09-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Why can't things be simple for me?

Why do i have to think so much (negatively) about things? Scars from the past? Sometimes it's not good to be exposed to a lot of stuff.

High expectations, but lazy being.

I admire innocent, carefree, driven and ambitious people.

SIP

2006-09-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

Half a year has passed and SIP has really finally ended! Feels pretty good to be able to wake up late and sit around doing nothing! I do miss the colleagues over there and the ability to enter the Transit Malls though!

Now let's see, what did i do over the weekend. Went to 2 Birthday Parties thrown by the boyfriend's friends, one at Kovan and the other at Pasir Ris. Good food man! Pigging my way through the satay, prawns, etc oo yeah...

Felt a little bad for showing up at the 2nd Birthday Party real late though cause the Birthday Boy was waiting for us to come before he cut the cake. There were 3 cakes in total la!

Supposed to go to Momo but then Boyfriend's friends decided to move to Double 0 so we moved to Attica only to realize that the age limit for guys is 25! But it's all good cause we went over to Sher's house.

Freaked out la, tried her sister's weighing machine for fun and it said i weighed 55kg la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Looks like all the birthday cakes, fondeus, chocolates, double breakfasts in the morning really caused some damage. My diet regime - sleep my days off and hope my tummy is flatter when i wake up the next morning. Bwaha!

Thoughts

2006-09-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

Had a random thought:

It's quite scary that you'll never get back the time that has passed man. I'm being random here!

I mean really, time just flies by you and me, it waits for no one, if you sit around at home doing nothing (which i like doing), you'll literally be wasting your life away. Hmm.

Should i start living my life to the fullest by constantly engaging in new activities, learning new stuff, study harder, etc? But man, thinking about the future and the monotonous 8-5 job really turns me off.

This pass half year has been ok but at the same time, waking up early everyday and ending at the end of it is really draining and more often then not, i either feel too lazy or tired to engage in sports etc.

Guess the main problem is that i'm lazy! -throws shit on self. Help!

Back to what happened today! Busy day at work, finishing up my work before i leave this Friday! -Jumps up and down and round and round.

Day didn't start that well since i didn't get enough sleep haha! And then guess what, i met Mr he-think-he-testicles-big guy! Man! Totally caught off guard! Was busy trying to get a nap on the bus when i felt a plop and legs stretching against mine!

Pissed lah! Adjusted myself a few times and made the frowning eyebrows to hint, but noooooo the fella is buay paiseh one, his skin is made from the fattest blubber one can ever find it the Blue Whale.

BUT! I did manage to catch up a little with Xy, Bel and Ani! Yes ah! Seems that IMF has been making work real busy for them! Working through the weekends (including Sundays)!

Never mind! Make sure we'll enjoy our holidays yar! The last 2 weeks of it! Bwaha! More East Coast Parks and potential stay-overs!

HAPPY 3RD MONTH BABY!

P.S: Sorry about the comments again Ani! Loves!

Update

2006-09-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

Shi Qian says i can't blog, but do i care!

Shi Qian - The Guardian of the Door Handle, which metal was produced from metals found in the deepest regions of the Kinabalu of the Mount near the peak of Everest of the Mount in which a river flowing with water from the 7 seas passes through the Canyon of the Grand, has a zhui ba that zhuang aircon.

Updates! I had a breathing problem, felt like i could suffocate and die at some points of time.

Kept telling the boyfriend and friends that if i die, remember that i send you the best wishes!

People in the bus must've thought i was weird with all the heavy breathing and all. Like hyperventilating lah!

Doctor said it was anxiety.

But that's puzzling cause shouldn't i be more prone to anxiety attacks during exams or the stressful semesters?

Anyhow it's gotten better so yep =) But if i die, my friends, i send you the best wishes muaha.

I'm a confused person. And Shi Qian is saying "con-ge-lan" lah. Yes.

There's this bitch at work.

She thinks she's 10 years old with her China-doll hair cut but like please lo who are you trying to fool you saggy boobed prematured ah ma!

We haven't been passing through her for work and internet changes and yet out of nowhere she insults Shi Qian, Leonard and me.

My regret was that i didn't go to the toilet with Shi Qian!

So here's what happened - Shi Qian goes into toilet and sees her and says hi.

Prematured ah ma says, "Oh how come i don't see the 3 of you walking around together anymore?"

Shi Qian thinks of what to say.

Then she said, "Oh so yall finally grew mature?"

!*$&()&amp;!@()&!@ Simi-dai-ji-is-a-typo lo.

What's the link between walking together and mature?

Freak we haven't even done anything to her recently and she has to make these kind of F**king remarks. If only i was freaking there lah, screw her rotting pussycat doll vagina!

Genting Trip 2

2006-08-27T16:14:00.001+08:00

On the coach to Genting!

Sher and I at 10 ringgit-for-a-bowl-a-wanton-place

Buffet! Sashimi, mussels, beef, mutton, spagetti, dessert, etc galore!

BenSher themepark waterfall

James and me themepark waterfall

Attempting to ride back to Singapore

Ben and James

FOOD!

First World Hotel

On our way back

Dance Exam Day!

2006-08-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

It wasn't so bad afterall! Really happy that there was good turn up rate for Beginner s and Intermediate class. But rather disappointing that most of Advance class people didn't turn up and learn steps.

I guess it's the school work. Sigh. But nonetheless, we had fun!

Dance Exam

2006-08-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

Dance Exam Tomorrow!

-_-

2006-08-15T09:36:00.000+08:00

Me: China is having an outbreak.

Sq: Of? Tourists?

-_-

@#(%(q@&#

2006-08-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

There's just something i emit that attracts weird people to sit next to in the bus. The first time was with a guy that thinks his bloody balls are bloody big.

He sits with his legs wide open like his sperm is swimming large circles round his larger than life scrotum.

Should've just stretched out my hand and slap his peanuts and say "You think your freaking big is it? Cannot make it can?"

Today was another fella sitting sideways with his bag poking my arm afterwhich he opens his mouth freaking big when he sleeps can!!!!!!!!

The world for me stood still as he slept and slided closer and closer to my shoulder. Like freaking scary lah! Scream XIIIIIXI

Was quite aggitated cause it happened like 3 times so i purposefully adjusted myself to wake him up. And he looked at me. I should've glared back! Muaha!

Aching

2006-08-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

Had to visit a list of hotels yesterday to talk to the CHEF concierge about our Early Check-in Guides! Wonder why they're called CHEF and not Chief.

Was pretty nervous at first because i had to do it alone -music fades in: All by myself... Don't want to be............"

What've i been doing with my life these 19 years as a Singaporean! I had to carry a map just to find the locations of the hotels situated in town.

Didn't know till yesterday that the roof of Ritz Carlton is made out of Mother of Pearl! And it's not just the roof at the reception, it was through the whole level. Like how many poor oysters died for that man.

There's some Foot Reflexology offer at Hougang Mall! $18 for 40 mins for first timers only. Any takers?!

I'm bound for an everlasting quest in search for a new pair of comfortable formal shoes/heels.

Random

2006-08-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

Girls suffer lots man!!!!!!!!!

1) Need to endure menses/menses cramps
2) Endure pain from threading/plucking and waxing hair off
3) Giving birth

There should be things like that for guys too, don't ya think?

They should be required to

1) Have discharge
2) Wax 1 in 2 weeks
3) Squeeze themselves when their wives give birth

Realized i'm too rash and get easily irritated. Bad!! Do smack me whenever that happens!

Get especially irritated when people who aren't my supervisor shove me work! Haha. Must remind self that i'm only an intern! There's Crap, Dirt and then Interns. Boo. Few more weeks left till SIP ends. Mixed feelings about that!

Things will start getting tougher next semester!

Friends are taking Marketing, so might not get to meet them as much though we'll be in the same place. =(

Wanna participate in dance more, but might not have the time.

Might wanna work to get extra cash.

Ahhhhhhh nvm!! Gotta take things as they come!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes ah!!!!!!!!!!

Ani's Concert!

2006-07-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Bel: "Who knew Ani could be so graceful?"

SAC held a concert at Victoria Theatre and we went down to support Ani! Woo!

Really enjoyable the concert was!

The modern dance pieces were beautiful and some were interesting.

Of course, not forgetting the two pieces -one modern, one hip hop Ani was in!

Hip Hop Finale

The modern Alumni piece was pulled off gracefully by the Bird-flapper and the hip hop piece was enjoyable mahn!

Ani - The headaches and stress are gone!

Muaha but to replace your concert practices, we will go for Reggae on Tuesdays from now on yar! Yes!

ACACA

Absent: Bernie, Debbie, May Ann!

A Typical Day

2006-07-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Yes, we think we cool

Got dared for $2 to wear the Changi Airport Caps for the entire day.

Walked around the packed staff canteen acting cool with the cap, while carrying my duck rice back to the seat.

Muaha should've used it to cover my pimple man.

Spot the Shi Qian

Had to unpack over 100 goodie bags!

Seperating the caps, pens, notepads, luggage tags and screen wipers!

Scavengers!

Supervisor came back from Hong Kong and offered us each Almond cookies!

Ate over the dust-bin to prevent the crumbs from spillling all over the place!

Self-explanatory

SIP in a nutshell

Happy 19th Birthday Ani!

2006-07-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY19TH BIRTHDAY ANI

Yayness! Met up with Ani and Bel to celebrate Ani's 19th Birthday! Had CHILLI CRAB down at Longbeach, East Coast Park! The seafood restaurant faced the sea, had a really nice view of it while splattering the chilli all over my office attire.

We ordered 1kg of Sri Lankan Chilli Crab and brilliant Ani initially wanted to order 24 BUNS and Bel and I happily without knowing the size of the buns agreed. Luckily the waitress advised us to take 6 instead. The buns were quite big lah! And in the end i only took 1 and a half. Imagine if we had 8 each man.

It was nice being able to spend time and catch up with the two as i dun get to see them everyday like back in Poly. Kinda waiting for SIP to end partly cause i can see my frenz daily again!

Hope you liked the presents we made and got for you girl! Happy 19th
Birthday again! Loves!

The Best of Shi Qian

2006-07-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

Man just encountered a prick at work. Stupid idiot from a company founded by idiots. Just terminated the contract of the idiotic company coz they've not been doing their job and they're supposed to return us all our brochures.

So the guy comes up here with 7 trolleys full of brochures and Shi Qian tells him to unload it while she does other stuff. But that shithead left without unloading.

PHD in idioticism, he's like the purest form of bullshit.

We're now gonna try spamming the chicken shit's phone with calls and voice-messages till about 3am or 4am tonight since he hung up on us and switched his phone off after.

Some background info on Shi Qian
- Queen of Self-snooping

Accomplishments so far:

1. Accidentally throwing a paper plane into supervisor's cubicle

2. Forgetting to switch off music while playing game during work

3. Stuffing a $2 into the floppy disk drive and it got stuck. You gotta love her man.

Dum di Dum

2006-07-06T16:02:00.000+08:00

Gonna meet Sher and Amanda later! Haven't met them for a few days. Sher's and my phones were stolen at the same place, at the same time. Lost all my contacts.......... and developed a phobia of leaving bags unattened. So ppl, start giving me your contacts again!

Tuesday's AGM was interesting, think ppl are starting to get more involved in dance because of the upcoming concert and the events being lined up.

Miss the chalet, bbq and forfeits we used to have mahn! Hope there'll be one soon!

Anyway it's gGood that there are events to get the members more involved in the club so that we can make it to Arts Group of The Year! Woo!

CCA..

2006-06-30T09:59:00.000+08:00

Shit man, really pissed at how TP is treating Dance now. As it is, they assigned us with a small sum of money to last us through the acad year and then they cut it down by almost half.

How the freak are we suppose to do a concert with so little cash man? The sum allocated to the concert is not even enough to cover the instructor fees, let alone the costumes, ticket printing, publicity, etc. The advisor said that we should reuse the old costumes, like wtf? So we'll be reusing the costumes from previous performances? Freaking dumb. If that's the case, i'd rather use my home clothes.

The school expects us to perform for soo many school events unpaid, hold a concert and have external performances and yet don't provide us the money to do so. And best part is the money assigned to the club is from our parents, so we're indirectly paying THEM for us to perform for their events and they make it sound like they're doing us a favor? $%^@^(*&()(

Bus

2006-06-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Right.. It took me more than an hour to get home cause the bus stopped in the middle of the highway and continued jerking back and forth. Nonetheless, i met Ani! Woo hu got to catch up with her! Ever since SIP started - seeing that i'm at Changi Airport while everyone else is in town area, haven't managed to really sit down and talk to most of ACACA. Dang...

Anyway came down late to meet her cause i to stay back....... AGAIN .......... The laptop was lagging like a sloth and i had to restart it a couple of times only to realize that my efforts were futile. And at around 6.30, the supervisor said that i could do it next morning @(*(!#!$(!&(@*(!#$.

Gotta start enrolling for Basic Theory soon! Gotta start saving money by eating less! Gotta start deciding on the perfume i want! Gotta start doing crunches! Hmm..

Work/School

2006-06-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Got back about an hour ago from dance! Sweaty, sticky and almost smelly! Had to catch up on almost a month's worth of choreo cause of SIP! Still have half more to go.

Oh the stress, in about 3 weeks, we'll be assessed INDIVIDUALLY on the routine - Gotta face everyone else, including Ryan (Instructor) and perform.

Work was ok, struggling to keep myself awake partly cause friends just HAD to watch "Liu Xing Hua Yuan" (Meteour Garden) for most part of the night - And oh shut up! Dao Ming Shi IS cute ok. But it's like get together already man. Does anyone know whether they finally get together at the end of the whole show?

Almost had to stay back again to escort the SPH photographer around. Did that yesterday alreadi mahn, was a little pissed since i already made plans, but turned out ok cause i was entitled to turning up for work at 11am instead. SLEEP!!!

I think back ever so affectionately on the times when i could wake up whenever i wanted... -Stares into space.

Virgin blogger

2006-06-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

YOOOOOOOO, woo hu my first attempt at writing a blog! Darn all those friends that keep talking about their blogs! Indirect psycholization. Let me think of more things to write first. Guess it'll be up in my next post!

Red