Massage!!
Thursday, November 30, 2006

What i would give for a massage...

There've been random people standing for hrs at the bridge outside my house nowadays. Kinda freaky!



Nice
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

The weather's so nice today and the stars were so beautiful yesterday..



End
Monday, November 27, 2006

OhhhHHHHh Punggol End's such a nice place! Ok i'm weird bwaha cause it's dark, secluded and devoid of most life forms. I wonder how the people living there travel out, it's really far in and it's really scary going home alone at night! But it's still nice, don't know why!

Saw a random guy jogging along the road and i felt scared for him. And odd thing is we managed to find it on the first try and when we tried going back we couldn't! Wah zhe zhack? Just ended going in rounds ha.

I signed up for Basic Theory! Comfort Driving Centre can be my new hangout, seems that that's where my long lost friends are! Bumped into one of my Cathechism friends and Amanda bumped into hers. Signed up on impulse cause i didn't properly check if i was free on the date. Ha. I can so sense the karma im going to get for laughing at all the Learner drivers la. Man i'm so going to do badly for driving!

I went for Farcial's Baptism yesterday at Our Lady of Perpetual Succour! We were all waiting in anticipation for her white dress and cape to turn black and set on fire, but it mysteriously didn't. Thanx to ALESSONDRA, man i like that name, i attended church. The catered food was quite nice!

My head is getting heavy! Hope i'm not contracting the flu virus. Sleep is such a precious commodity.



The Pick
Saturday, November 25, 2006

Can somebody tell me what the f**k i just watched!!! As one of the lecturers aptly put it, you should only watched the show on a borrowed dvd from a fren!

I mean i expected to laugh like an idiot in the midst of the show but it just never happened! Don't watch the P.O.D! Just get the DVD from your fren later on. It was really lame, but not the kinda lame that cracks you up.

So i just came back from dance chalet at Tanah Merah Safra! Somehow tpde has adopted the custom of using cheapo lipstick to decorate faces as penalties! I'll post the pictures once i get a hold of them.

I've composed a new song, should totally patent it soon - OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Macdonald had a dick... Ee ya ee ya oh... Ok i should slowly jump out the window and slit my throat in the process, freezing onlookers in their tracks with the ultimate lame joke.



Ageing
Thursday, November 23, 2006

My lower back is sore!!! Why isn't Xy's one sore instead since she's aging?! Happy Birthday XY!!! May your left boob grow bigger!

Right.. I met Shermanda for dinner at Coconut Grove, Ahem, someone arrived 1 hr late but never mind. Had our usual chats about stuff, mainly relationships. I've now become the extinct single left among them! I do sometimes feel that i'm the only light source in the room. But it's ok since they're happy =) Please do not be so absorbed into the relationship that you forget to meet us!

I think guys should hang out more with their female friends to get used to the female psyche before they get attached. More often than not, there's a communication problem and somehow both parties don't understand each other because their thinkings differ.

I guess parties should also make it a point to understand what the other is trying to say and not take the easy way out by pretending to understand because it causes more problems and damage in future. Like why the freak am i suddenly Dr. Love?


I've finally concluded that i have OCD! I have developed the urge of washing my hands frequently etc. Eeesh



Relief
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I feel so accomplished, i've finally managed to get a semi-proper shit at home. The joy of being locked up in the comforts of your home toilet!

One does feel a certain empowerment when they're in their own toilets right? Being able to fart as loud and hard as you want and not having to strategically dump your shit so it won't make a loud sound.

OH yes! So i came to school yesterday in a long sleeve shirt cause i had to hide the large 'AI' henna-ed word on my left arm!!!! Don't even ask me why i did it. It was an impulsive move! The only rational explanation to this phenomenon must be because i was thinking of Steven Strait. Man he's hot. Too bad farcial HE IS MINE! I saw that chunk of meat first.

Right now, i have to wait till the henna fades off! Which will be another few days. Grr. Random but lucky i tried the Epilater, it puts off thoughts on getting a tattoo!



Running Running.. As Fast As I Can...
Sunday, November 19, 2006

Spent most part of Saturday at home watching anime, yes i am effectively morphing into a coach potato. BUT! I did manage to get myself to do some 2.4! Ha..

I'll be hyped up and focused on burning fats before the run, but when i start, i accumulate the urge to start slitting my throat with a pencil. Running 2.4km with a constipated face just somehow doesn't compliment me. Why the heck do i put myself through this vicious cycle, i don't know.

I had to pause and squat randomly on the way home cause my stomach was cranking up one me. Balls! I sat on the Polyclinic pavement pretending to make an important call to Sher so it felt less embarrassing.

After washing up and lazing at home i made my way to Amanda's house. We watched American Dreamz /hums in the background.. THE AMERICAN DREAMZ... DREAMZ WITH A Z..., like oh for crying out loud, the semi-porn Butterfly Effect 2 and some episodes of Friends.

Tried the machine that plucks hair there and my advice is to NOT use it! Painful shit!! It's kind of like threading but it's the extended pain package version. Youch! The hair doesn't just get plucked the first time, you have to run it over and over again until the device senses that its inflicted maximum pain on you. Let's just stick to waxing shall we?



A Notion
Saturday, November 18, 2006

Let me introduce what some people might find an absurd notion - that crappy/nonsensical people actually DO have feelings. Yes, i'm afraid i'll have to contest whatever myths normal people have conjured on this topic.

It turns out that crappy people like me, do actually have feelings and are actually really sensitive about some issues. I'm not sure if this applies to the rest of mankind, but anyhuu.. it's definitely not funny when random people, some of whom you aren't even close to start making fun and joke on your most sensitive thing and it's especially not funny when your friends laugh hard when they do.

I don't know, perhaps i'm being crazy.. But how would you feel if the part that you're most senstive about, most low in self esteem about and most want to get rid of or hide, is the object of mockery and humor to your friends?

Basically, despite knowing that you are most sensitive about that part, they still choose to emphasize it to the rest of the world, cause apparently drawing attention to it makes them happy.

I do sometimes make fun of friends too, but i usually dont mock or poke fun of their sensitive areas unless they've done the same to me.

Gee.. Maybe i'm just sprouting nonsense.....



Drivers..
Thursday, November 16, 2006

Some bus drivers should really really take a refresher course in driving! Have you ever experienced being on a bus driven by a driver that brakes like his weener is weighing his legs down? Or/and one that accelerates because he thinks his Scania is actually a Ferrari?

Irritating man. Partly cause you want to try acting cool while finding your seat and suddenly your image is spoilt when the bus accelerates causing you to contort to a funny position in order to keep your balance. Seriously.. I'll probably end up being one of those drivers though. What goes around comes around yar?



Flea Day!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Never go shopping with your friends and tell yourself you're not going to spend money. You're only being delusional. You'll end up hearing clothes call out to you or catch a glimpse of an irrestible off-shoulder top.

Walking to Zouk's Flea Market!



Oh look, Loren and I walking to Zouk's Flea Market



Mei Qi, I and the kawaii ine fingers on the bus



But, we've never been on a train before



Family Portrait, look at Mei Qi



NP's Convention Centre



Joan and Ryan



Mei Qi and Ryan





Drenched
Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Thanx to Dawn's craving for the famous Mee Pok at Simpang, Michelle drove Dawn, Adeline down there.

Should've ordered the $4 bucks one, the $3 bucks was hardly filling! I could gulp the clump of noodles at one go. The mee pok was pretty good though. But i think it's comparable to Engine School's Short Circuit canteen!

Went back home and met Sher to swim, can't believe i managed to drag my ass down to the urine-infested waters at the Medium Pool. Don't think i burnt any ouch of fat though cause she didn't swim much and we ended up talking in the pool. Bwaha.

I can feel the 3 layers of fats forming as i sit here writing this post. How am i ever going to do NAPFA!?

I should totally piao ah piao with SQ side by side to the finish line and perhaps call our Sugar Lao Pehs to sponsor the event. Foot Reflexology someone!! Give me one now!!!!!!!



Come on man..
Monday, November 13, 2006

Firstly, if you did something wrong and you know it angered a person, shouldn't you apologize about it straight away if you knew it was your fault?

Secondly, why didn't you think before making the comment about ur ex-boyfriend coming and about going home that i would be pissed and why didn't you just reason out and tell me first and say "I'm sorry but i'm not feeling well, i'm going to cab back now or I really miss my ex-bf and i hope you understand if he comes later" Hello? All you did was "He's coming later" and you did not even tell me straight that you were going home?

Obviously we felt you didn't take our feelings into consideration.

And please, i've not drank for quite some time too and i drank way more than you did. Even though i felt like vomitting i still controlled it. But anyway, you may have indeed felt worse than i did.

Honestly let me ask you how YOU would react if i did the same thing to you. Trust me u'd backflip 360 and do another 180 for good measure.

You knew it was your fault that i got pissed but u still refused to say a word to me and did not bother apologizing. You've known me for what, about 5 years? And u think i'd be unreasonable enough as to blast at you if you were to reason those things out? How does leaving quietly and not saying a word to me make things better?

It was the way you dropped the bomb that your ex was coming and that you were going straight home that pissed me the most.

The reason why we were at the dance floor before you came out of the toilet and had difficulty looking for us was because we were already put off and pissed at your actions.

Additionally, why didn't you think that i could've drawn money from an ATM and cab back with you when that's what i did with the other couple? You knew she didn't have money left and therefore couldn't lend to you too, but you just didn't think about that right? Also, how DID u manage to pay the cab fare for urself when u didn't haf the cash?



Closed!


As i've previously posted..... I HAVE A MAJOR CRAVING FOR STINGRAY.. So today Ani, SQ and I decided to actually fulfil our dreams of digesting the sea paper. SQ and I actually called back home to cancel our dinners.

And guess what, when we reached 85, we realised that the whole hawker center WAS CLOSED FOR A WEEK!!!!! Wah zhe zhack?!?!?! What are the chances!!!!!!?????? We ended dragging our hairy asses to Bedok Interchange and had Macs. I can still feel the Mcnuggets being one with my gastric juices.

Thanx to SQ, i now have an alter ego too.. You may now call me Nyr or the Square root of Ryn.



PISSED!
Sunday, November 12, 2006

I'm not sure whether it's just be and my shortened temper or whether the fault lies with the person.

We planned to club yesterday and i didn't really feel like it after awhile cause planning the whole thing got so troublesome. But i decided to go cause my fren just broke up and i felt we should accompany her and not let her stay home alone.

So we went to the club and paid 18 bucks of which i had to borrow some from my fren coz i didn't haf enuff and i tot it was free for us.

After drinking and stuff, we headed to the dance floor and instead of having fun, she was relatively sian cause she missed her ex-boyfriend, etc i suppose. Never mind.

I got fucking pissed when she answered a call and went to the balcony and when we followed her to the balcony she said that her ex-boyfren is coming. Like WTF? So basically she readily pang seh-ed me just to go see her ex-boyfriend and she didn't even have the COURTESY to fucking tell me directly and apologize?

On top of that she said she felt sick and felt like vomiting when she didn't even drink as much as i did and could happily boast with my other fren that they drank sooo much more and felt fine? Wtf??? I still question her 'sickness'. Come on, i felt like vomitting to but i could control it.

The best part came when she sat outside the balcony herself again trying many times to call probably her ex-boyfriend. My fren and i headed to the dance floor first. After a while she came to my fren who was dancing in front of me and asked her to borrow 10 bucks and said SHE WAS GOING HOME.

She didn't even look or talk to me and left for home. The reason why i'm so FUCKING pissed is cause i was the single person there, my other fren was there with her bf. So obviously i lit up like a lamp post. Secondly, if she SUPPOSEDLY was going home, she could've apologised and asked me if i wanted to share cab with her. BUT SHE DIDN'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME.

Obviously we believe she went to meet her ex-boyfriend and just dropped us like that. I wasted my bloody money on that wasted night. Thanx a lot to you, you, the one that's supposed to be one of my closer friends.



Craving
Saturday, November 11, 2006

I had a major major major major major craving for Stingray and Crab that day lah, on the verge of tears cause i already had dinner at home. Man.. Someone date me out for stingray and crab soonish ya.. Hint hint Ani and SQ and Xy and Bel..

Aside from that, just completed the proposal for our Television Commercial. I'm not really sure if the idea's good enough but no turning back. Filming is going to have to be soon, work's starting to come in man.

Watched Step Up, the show's one of the better dance movies i've seen. The acting was good and though the storyline was predictable and overused, it wasn't boring. I would've preferred to see more dancing though.

I'm now aiming to watch Crank! Not sure what it's exactly about but i know it's got to do with a hitman and action! Bwaha. Greatoooooo.

Debs, Xy, Ani, SQ and me were supposed to go to the Chocolate Factory on Friday but we changed our minds cause of budget contraints! Dressed up so glam-ly and ended up going to Dhoby Xchange and it freaking rained so heavily lah. Ate Pepper Lunch, vented frustrations, etc bwaha. It was fun. Mahjong session soon guys. Glad to be able to meet up =D







Hunks of the World unite
Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Man.. Total Hunk Overload!!!

First there's Steven Strait. Man i'd screw him any day on 3 slices of freshly baked bread, spread with nutella



Second there's Ashton Kutcher. I'd let him be MY Guardian any day cause my salivating will lead to my eventual drowning



Then there's Channing Tatum. He can be my bad boy anyday and whip me if I misbehave


P.S: Don't treat this seriously



Upsetting
Monday, November 06, 2006

It's just sad to not feel as close to friends whom you've been close to. In the past we would go out happily as one group or as a small part of it, laugh and have a really good time. But it's different now.

They don't even think of you now, especially when they plan their outings. Thought they'd understand after voicing out, but nope. True that they don't owe anything and there's no obligation to call. But still. Man this so doesn't sound like me.. Writing these kinda things on my blog but oh well, felt like it.

Whatever, shall not whine about it so much. Just feeling rotten these few weeks.



Discoveries
Thursday, November 02, 2006

OHHHHh X Men 3 is out in Video Ezy!! Along with some other nice shows, they even have The Butterfly Effect 2!

Man yall should try watching Not Another Teen Movie, it's freaking hilarious, but you got to watch shows like She's All That before you can understand the jokes.

I want to have some stingrays and crabs soon. Seafood!



Corn
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

This post is dedicated to my corn...

You blood shit fucking piece of fungus at the bottom of my little toe.. Just Fucking drop off on your own la!

ME
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